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- THE GIFT OF HARUN AL-RASHID
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- KUSTA BEN LUKA is my name, I write
- To Abd Al-Rabban; fellow-roysterer once,
- Now the good Caliph's learned Treasurer,
- And for no ear but his.
- Carry this letter
- Through the great gallery of the Treasure House
- Where banners of the Caliphs hang, night-coloured
- But brilliant as the night's embroidery,
- And wait war's music; pass the little gallery;
- Pass books of learning from Byzantium
- Written in gold upon a purple stain,
- And pause at last, I was about to say,
- At the great book of Sappho's song; but no,
- For should you leave my letter there, a boy's
- Love-lorn, indifferent hands might come upon it
- And let it fall unnoticed to the floor.
- pause at the Treatise of parmenides
- And hide it there, for Caiphs to world's end
- Must keep that perfect, as they keep her song,
- So great its fame.
- When fitting time has passed
- The parchment will disclose to some learned man
- A mystery that else had found no chronicler
- But the wild Bedouin. Though I approve
- Those wanderers that welcomed in their tents
- What great Harun Al-Rashid, occupied
- With Persian embassy or Grecian war,
- Must needs neglect, I cannot hide the truth
- That wandering in a desert, featureless
- As air under a wing, can give birds' wit.
- In after time they will speak much of me
- And speak but fantasy. Recall the year
- When our beloved Caliph put to death
- His Vizir Jaffer for an unknown reason:
- "If but the shirt upon my body knew it
- I'd tear it off and throw it in the fire.'
- That speech was all that the town knew, but he
- Seemed for a while to have grown young again;
- Seemed so on purpose, muttered Jaffer's friends,
- That none might know that he was conscience-struck --
- But that s a traitor's thought. Enough for me
- That in the early summer of the year
- The mightiest of the princes of the world
- Came to the least considered of his courtiers;
- Sat down upon the fountain's marble edge,
- One hand amid the goldfish in the pool;
- And thereupon a colloquy took place
- That I commend to all the chroniclers
- To show how violent great hearts can lose
- Their bitterness and find the honeycomb.
- "I have brought a slender bride into the house;
- You know the saying, ""Change the bride with spring.''
- And she and I, being sunk in happiness,
- Cannot endure to think you tread these paths,
- When evening stirs the jasmine bough, and yet
- Are brideless.'
- "I am falling into years.'
- "But such as you and I do not seem old
- Like men who live by habit. Every day
- I ride with falcon to the river's edge
- Or carry the ringed mail upon my back,
- Or court a woman; neither enemy,
- Game-bird, nor woman does the same thing twice;
- And so a hunter carries in the eye
- A mimic of youth. Can poet's thought
- That springs from body and in body falls
- Like this pure jet, now lost amid blue sky,
- Now bathing lily leaf and fish's scale,
- Be mimicry?'
- "What matter if our souls
- Are nearer to the surface of the body
- Than souls that start no game and turn no rhyme!
- The soul's own youth and not the body's youth
- Shows through our lineaments. My candle's bright,
- My lantern is too loyal not to show
- That it was made in your great father's reign,
- And yet the jasmine season warms our blood.'
- "Great prince, forgive the freedom of my speech:
- You think that love has seasons, and you think
- That if the spring bear off what the spring gave
- The heart need suffer no defeat; but I
- Who have accepted the Byzantine faith,
- That seems unnatural to Arabian minds,
- Think when I choose a bride I choose for ever;
- And if her eye should not grow bright for mine
- Or brighten only for some younger eye,
- My heart could never turn from daily ruin,
- Nor find a remedy.'
- "But what if I
- Have lit upon a woman who so shares
- Your thirst for those old crabbed mysteries,
- So strains to look beyond Our life, an eye
- That never knew that strain would scarce seem bright,
- And yet herself can seem youth's very fountain,
- Being all brimmed with life?'
- "Were it but true
- I would have found the best that life can give,
- Companionship in those mysterious things
- That make a man's soul or a woman's soul
- Itself and not some other soul.'
- "That love
- Must needs be in this life and in what follows
- Unchanging and at peace, and it is right
- Every philosopher should praise that love.
- But I being none can praise its opposite.
- It makes my passion stronger but to think
- Like passion stirs the peacock and his mate,
- The wild stag and the doe; that mouth to mouth
- Is a man's mockery of the changeless soul.'
- And thereupon his bounty gave what now
- Can shake more blossom from autumnal chill
- Than all my bursting springtime knew. A girl
- Perched in some window of her mother's housc
- Had watched my daily passage to and fro;
- Had heard impossible history of my past;
- Imagined some impossible history
- Lived at my side; thought time's disfiguring touch
- Gave but more reason for a woman's care.
- Yet was it love of me, or was it love
- Of the stark mystery that has dazed my sight,
- perplexed her fantasy and planned her care?
- Or did the torchlight of that mystery
- Pick out my features in such light and shade
- Two contemplating passions chose one theme
- Through sheer bewilderment? She had not paced
- The garden paths, nor counted up the rooms,
- Before she had spread a book upon her knees
- And asked about the pictures or the text;
- And often those first days I saw her stare
- On old dry writing in a learned tongue,
- On old dry faggots that could never please
- The extravagance of spring; or move a hand
- As if that writing or the figured page
- Were some dear cheek.
- Upon a moonless night
- I sat where I could watch her sleeping form,
- And wrote by candle-light; but her form moved.
- And fearing that my light disturbed her sleep
- I rose that I might screen it with a cloth.
- I heard her voice, "Turn that I may expound
- What's bowed your shoulder and made pale your cheek
- And saw her sitting upright on the bed;
- Or was it she that spoke or some great Djinn?
- I say that a Djinn spoke. A livelong hour
- She seemed the learned man and I the child;
- Truths without father came, truths that no book
- Of all the uncounted books that I have read,
- Nor thought out of her mind or mine begot,
- Self-born, high-born, and solitary truths,
- Those terrible implacable straight lines
- Drawn through the wandering vegetative dream,
- Even those truths that when my bones are dust
- Must drive the Arabian host.
- The voice grew still,
- And she lay down upon her bed and slept,
- But woke at the first gleam of day, rose up
- And swept the house and sang about her work
- In childish ignorance of all that passed.
- A dozen nights of natural sleep, and then
- When the full moon swam to its greatest height
- She rose, and with her eyes shut fast in sleep
- Walked through the house. Unnoticed and unfelt
- I wrapped her in a hooded cloak, and she,
- Half running, dropped at the first ridge of the desert
- And there marked out those emblems on the sand
- That day by day I study and marvel at,
- With her white finger. I led her home asleep
- And once again she rose and swept the house
- In childish ignorance of all that passed.
- Even to-day, after some seven years
- When maybe thrice in every moon her mouth
- Murmured the wisdom of the desert Djinns,
- She keeps that ignorance, nor has she now
- That first unnatural interest in my books.
- It seems enough that I am there; and yet,
- Old fellow-student, whose most patient ear
- Heard all the anxiety of my passionate youth,
- It seems I must buy knowledge with my peace.
- What if she lose her ignorance and so
- Dream that I love her only for the voice,
- That every gift and every word of praise
- Is but a payment for that midnight voice
- That is to age what milk is to a child?
- Were she to lose her love, because she had lost
- Her confidence in mine, or even lose
- Its first simplicity, love, voice and all,
- All my fine feathers would be plucked away
- And I left shivering. The voice has drawn
- A quality of wisdom from her love's
- Particular quality. The signs and shapes;
- All those abstractions that you fancied were
- From the great Treatise of parmenides;
- All, all those gyres and cubes and midnight things
- Are but a new expression of her body
- Drunk with the bitter sweetness of her youth.
- And now my utmost mystery is out.
- A woman's beauty is a storm-tossed banner;
- Under it wisdom stands, and I alone --
- Of all Arabia's lovers I alone --
- Nor dazzled by the embroidery, nor lost
- In the confusion of its night-dark folds,
- Can hear the armed man speak.
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